not so nice...
i hate the fact that i can't do anything without their saying...
i hate the fact that i can't do anything to change his situation...
i hate the fact that i can't do anything to change what they're feeling...
i hate the fact that i can't do anything for things to be the way i pray they'd be...
i hate the fact that i can't do anything to bring it all back...
i hate the fact that i can't do anything to help...
i hate the fact that i can't do anything... anything at all!!
i want to do something...
i want to do something for "betterment"... it won't do you any harm...
i want to do something... to help ease the pain...
i want to do something to make them feel better...
i want to do something that i might be content...
i want to do something to restart things... that they may not be as they are now...
i want to do something to help... just that...
i want to do something... but i can't do it... i can do nothing...
i can do nothing...
i can do nothing if they don't say it...
i can do nothing to change his situation...
i can do nothing nothing to change what they're feeling...
i can do nothing to bring it all back...
i can do nothing to help...
except to pray...
i pray that they'll see my point... before it's too late...
i pray that he'll get better...
i pray that they won't be feeling the way they do now...
i pray that thing would be how i want them to be...
i pray that i could stsrt it all over again...
i pray that i could do something to help...
haiii... ang lamig...
just when things seems to clear out...
the more they get twisted...
just when you saw a ray of hope...
the clouds would block your view of sunlight...
just when everything seems to be going right...
one thing would go wrong... then nothing would be the way they were before...
haiii... kinda heavy...
that's why i want to go to this retreat...
hope my parents would understand...
but i bet they won't...
sad but it's true...
ahehehe... better laugh it off....
8:50 PM