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eupheminie marcsel valino soriano
a.k.a. phimie, phims, upeng, pimi_, `chant_
goddess of symphony
-wag na umangal barkada namin ay dyosa-
turned 16 last october 26
senior high sa kisay
I love the LOrd...
and I love music
which is why im enjoying servbing Him... through the music ministry
CYF -worship team-, himig xientia -alto-, kisay debsoc -prime minister-
words to describe me? wirdo... unpredictable
maria clara? not exactly...
angelic?-ayon kay ma'am erpelo-... don't be fooled
evil?... definitely not!
pondering on who i am exactly... is no cup of tea...
even i can't figure it out
i'm still on the road to knowing myself and who i can be...
i contradict myself lots of times
so... good luck on figuring me out
Monday, March 13, 2006
Saturday, February 25, 2006
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Saturday, December 17, 2005
6:50 PM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
10:25 AM
Thursday, December 08, 2005
8:50 PM
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
7:50 PM
Thursday, November 24, 2005
8:04 PM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
9:10 PM
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
6:56 PM
Monday, November 21, 2005
9:55 PM
new blog...
http://sounprettyandabitironic.blogspot.com
hehe... salamat!!!!
one minute too long... one hour too many... one day too much... one week's enough...
i slept ng around 1 am this morning... kasi kinakahon na namin ung mga gamit namin... lilipat na kasi kami ng bahay ehhh... hmmm...
so... nilinis ko na yung kwarto ko... ayun... blanko na... puro kahon... unan... matress at kumot ko na lang yung andun...
grabe... when i woke up this morning... first thing i did was i looked around... grabe... my room was empty... sobra... then realization seeped in... shox... gaano katagal rin kami sa house nato... and we are actually going to transfer na... ang laking change nun...
then i hid under my blanket... binalak ko matulog uli... isipin mo... kakagising mo lang... ganun na maiisip mo... tssk...
pero di na ko makatulog... bigla kong naisip... naku!! sa enero... pagkabukas ng taon... lalabas na ang ACET!!...
sa pebrero... lalabas na ang UPCAT!!!... homai!!!...
ang daming bagay na magbabago... soobra...
ilang buwan na lang... i am actually going to graduate high school... matatapos na ang 2005!!! at batch owsiks kami... homai... there's no escaping what's to come... makikita ko pa kaya mg kaibigan ko after grad... san nga ba ko magcocollege?!?!
grabe... napadasal na lang ako na sana magUP diliman ako!! naku talaga!!! anlayo ng Baguio noh!!!! haiii...
shoxxxxx... ayun... sharing... haii... kayta natin toh batchmates!!!
woohoo... miss ko na kayo... hmmmm...
MALIGAYANG PASKO sa inyo... at MANIGONG BAGONG TAON!! ahehehe...
daming magbabago... pero di ibig sabihin na masama yun...
let us be excited for what the Lord has in store for us sa 2006... lanshu all!!
todong update....
start ng isang linggong iyakan...
date: dec 4...
calm before the storm... birthday ni neia... pasyal... bonding... kain... enjoy pa sana...
date: dec 5...
another reason to cry... another sermon... another mistake... di namin naayos nila kai ung debate... tapos... stressed pa ko nun sobra dahil sa practice ng carol fest...
date: dec 6...
breakdown... di ko na napigilan... pati sa school... umiyak na ko... by the way... salamat sa pagcomfort mga dyosa at timo... aun tapos same day... nakapag-isip kami nila kai at airon ng points sa debate... nanalo kami... carol fest... nadisqualify... pero 3rd sana kami...
date: dec 7...
the accident... naaksidente si tojay... the accident calls for brain surgery daw... nagbreakdown mom ko sa phone... iyak nanaman ako... napatakbo na lang ako sa cr... salamat kai sa pagcomfort... maagang umuwi para magdota... umaasa pa ring makasama sa retreat... kea sumulat sa tatay... grabeng iyak...
date: dec 8...
operation ni tojay... slightly losing hope sa pagsama sa retreat... iyak dahil kay tojay at sa retreat... 12 am punta kami sa ospital... kasi natapos na ung operation... he was safe... but his condition was uncertain... 3 am... last try para magpaalam... 330 pinayagan... hanggang4 nagpack...
date: dec 9...
retreat proper... malamang obvious kea ako umiyak!! ahehehe... nung morning... la ako sa mood makatabi si airon... alala ko kasi nung field trip... medyo naiiwan-iwanan lang ako... tapos parang la akong katabi... pero anyway... dapat si abe katabi ko si abe... ehhh si abe napagtripan na itabi kay dada... kaya un... yokong magtampo si kai... ehh pag di ako lumipat ang layo niya sa mga dyosa... kaya si airon na katabi ko... 3/4 ng byahe tulog ako... ahehehe... retreat?? momentful... nagsorry ako sa isang taong nasaktan ko... ang saya!! napatawad ako... ahehehe... pinagpray ko si tojay... marami akong nakausap uli after so long... ahehehe... may sinabi sa isang tao... na todong NR lang sa sinabi ko.. as in... actually di ko siya pinagsalita... kasi feel ko... pag may sasabihin siya... I might lose my nerve... and partly... natatakot sa sasabihin niya... nasabi lang ata niya sakin... itulog ko na lang daw ng mahimbing eh... ahehehe... alam ko namang wala lang un sa kanya at wala ring mangyayare... basta todong NR xa... kinausap pa nga xa ng bestfrend ko at nagtanong ng reaction... sabi nia... ala... NR... ohhh... ohh diba!! Ahehehe... haiii... itatawa ko na lang... basta... gusto ko lang masabi... para medyo gumaan loob ko... aun... mission accomplished!! ahehehe... kwentuhan with the dyosas bago matulog... ansaya... blessing in disguise ung tower cell c na nagging tower cell b na lang... naubusan kasi kami ng regular room... kea ayun... napunta kami dun... pang5 tao yun... tapos... nagsama-sama na kami dun... si kai... car... jemai.. niki... lorie... kams at ako... ang saya!! may nagkabukol pa... ahem...2!!! ahehehe... ang kwela... at... may mga dalaw pa sa umaga... wushu!!! ahehehe...
lessons learned??~ "mabuting na yan kesa wala"... wahahaha... ~"a person who thinks… thanks"... ~ "wala sa problema ang problema. Ang problema nasa nagdadala..." ~ "what matters most is your relationship with the Creator"... AMEN!
date: dec 10...
aftershock... act normal... la namang nangyare kagabi ehh... NR lang din ako... ang saya nung nature walk namin nila lorie... ang sweet ni kai at ferdie... si raul at jemai... si car at alfredo... *ahem*... wahahaha... nga pala nadulas ako kahapon! wahahaha... virgin of the poor?? virgin of the poor phimie!!! wahahaha... aun... hmmm... tapos... todo picturan ng dyosa... ng anytime+anywurrz+anyway... = anything... pati na rin ng edj... woohoo!!! ansaya!! tapos... un... katabi ko si airon sa bus... dating pwesto daw eh... well... medyo naiba... kasi... may jude-ivy... at amor-jumags na dun... pero anyway... medyo ganun pa rin... aun... kwentuhan... bili ng pasalubong... tapos... nakatulog na rin... tagal uli ng tulog ko... tapos... dahil masakit sa leeg... palit-palit ako ng posisyon... hmmm... tapos... pagdating sa sm... dota hanggang 430... si niki, kams, nix, airon, raul, fidel, mark, kai at ako... wahahaha... ansaya... umiyak uli ako... kasi may topak uli tatay ko kanina... ahehehe... pero ok naman na kami... tapos... ngeon... eto ako... namimiss ko na mga tao... bitin ung retreat... pero ok na rin... enjoy... ahehehe... isa pa sanang retreat... sa march!!! Wahahaha!!!
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ayun... saya!! wahahahaha... yokok na umiyak... sakit pala sa mata kapag madalas...
not so nice...
i hate the fact that i can't do anything without their saying...
i hate the fact that i can't do anything to change his situation...
i hate the fact that i can't do anything to change what they're feeling...
i hate the fact that i can't do anything for things to be the way i pray they'd be...
i hate the fact that i can't do anything to bring it all back...
i hate the fact that i can't do anything to help...
i hate the fact that i can't do anything... anything at all!!
i want to do something...
i want to do something for "betterment"... it won't do you any harm...
i want to do something... to help ease the pain...
i want to do something to make them feel better...
i want to do something that i might be content...
i want to do something to restart things... that they may not be as they are now...
i want to do something to help... just that...
i want to do something... but i can't do it... i can do nothing...
i can do nothing...
i can do nothing if they don't say it...
i can do nothing to change his situation...
i can do nothing nothing to change what they're feeling...
i can do nothing to bring it all back...
i can do nothing to help...
except to pray...
i pray that they'll see my point... before it's too late...
i pray that he'll get better...
i pray that they won't be feeling the way they do now...
i pray that thing would be how i want them to be...
i pray that i could stsrt it all over again...
i pray that i could do something to help...
haiii... ang lamig...
just when things seems to clear out...
the more they get twisted...
just when you saw a ray of hope...
the clouds would block your view of sunlight...
just when everything seems to be going right...
one thing would go wrong... then nothing would be the way they were before...
haiii... kinda heavy...
that's why i want to go to this retreat...
hope my parents would understand...
but i bet they won't...
sad but it's true...
ahehehe... better laugh it off....
wooshoo
ahehehehehe
ayus lang magaling naman kami eh...
pasaway lang... dapat daw 3rd kami sa carol fest ayon sa mga hurado... pero... ahem... pasaway kasi eh... nadisqualify tuloy dahil sa medley!! ahehehe... anyway... mahal ko pa rin edison-IV... the best pa rin... tahanan ng mga dyosa... ng anytime at anywurzz na pag pinagsama ay mga anything... tahanan ng edsuns... ng edj... seksyon na may pinakamaraming debaters... seksyon na may pinakamaraming himig... seksyon na may sariling banda... seksyon na halos kalahati ng populasyon ay nagigitara... in short puro mga talentado... seksyon ng mga tamad at mahilig magcram... seksyon ng mga cutters ni sir mark... seksyon ng mga tahimik na paborito ni ma'am villar... seksyon na dinrop ni Banday at pinilit angkining muli... wahahaha... seksyon na nagsecond sa sabayang bigkas... seksyon na kahit di nanalo ay nakapasok kasama ang mga higher sections sa finals ng mascot making... seksyon ng mga nagchampion sa poster-making competition nung science week... seksyon ng basketball captain... seksyon ng best musician nung carol fest... section nung madalas mag-MVP... section ng prom princess last year... section ng best debater... section ng president ng english club... section ng president ng debsoc... seksyon ng pambansang wafu... seksyon ng pinakapathetic na tao ayon kay ma'am erpelo... ahehehe... seksyon ng mga rebelde ayon sa admin... ahehehe...
tunay na halo-halo at kakaiba... yan ang edison... unique... mahal ko!!! woohoo!!
songrats satin!! ahehehehe..
aftershock...
hmmmm... medyo puyat ako kanina... bakit kea?
ala... hayaan mo na... sanay naman ako eh...
pero sobrang nakakaantok sa skul...
walang katuturan na araw...
promise...
ay... airon... congrats nga pala!! mikmik congrats!! at nadine!!
salamat sa pagtayo ng bandera ng edison4!!!
ayun... uhmmm...
shox... amboring ng araw na toh...
buti pa kahapon...
yesterday pumunta ako sa st. james...
skul ko nung elem... and.. ahem... and daming gwapo... ahehehe
nagenjoy tuloy ng todo si ehl... ahehehe
hmmm... kakatuwa... nakita ko ulit si...
pero well, may sarili nang buhay yun...
daming girls nun... lahat sabi ang sweet niya...
todong charmer... ala lang... kakatunaw lang xa...
hmmm... but no... hayaan na xa...
behave na lang ako...
ahehehehe...
hmmmmm... ano pa ba?
aun... sarap kausap nung nakausap ko sa phone...
mga til 1 kami nun...
tapos... nga pala nilagnat ako kagabi...
ahehehe...
aun lang
ring.... bangon na...
~x~ only think about what you like about him but not what could be
~x~ keep yourself busy and take your mind off it
~x~ admire and stop
~x*x~ that's all
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Masasabi ko lang:
**** thanks for sharing... for the advice... and for another wake up call...
**** asteeg noh? God gave me a lot people na tulad niya para maging friends ko... and they never rfail to help... then why else should i fret?
~~ what more could I ask for? Salamat sa inyo! Sobra!!
just another song
**nabuo dahil sa isang stat message ng frend ko... namely airon... ahehehe**
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Someday
chords: G/F# C9 Bm D Dsus D
verse 1:
sitting, staring, waiting here for you
listening to my whispers of something that is true
sitting, staring, looking at afar
praying, hoping, wishing to be where you are
chorus:
someday, somehow, somewhere
maybe just not now
i hope and i pray
someday, just someday
verse2:
but an image i once saw in a dream
but a mirage i can see yet never own
as to how and why it happened i'll never know
one thing's for sure, i have to stop this before it grows
(repeat chorus 2x)
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waaaaah... ang girly nung colors noh?!?!
*bleah*
stubbornness??
kai kafrend: i can't promise you that i'll stop... im just being realistic here... its not easy to stop the stubborn attitude of people...
tama naman diba?? Mahirap... but we could not forever use this reasoning to hold us back from change...
-STUBBORNNESS-
A simple word that even grade-schoolers know...
but at the same time this is a complex part of human nature...
that stops us from moving on...
that barricades us to a fear of letting go of things that bring us joy but in the end may bring tears...
that hinders us from seeing what really is...
hope? Pag-asa? With stubbornness you tend to reason out that there still is hope...
when actually reality is saying otherwise...
you tend to cling to the littlest speck of hope that you could see...
when actually what you were seeing was but a mirage...
a folly of your imagination...
your mind playing with your senses...
making you see... what in truth is not really there...
but a mirage… an imaginary object...
ideal... perfect... like a dream... but you know in truth...
that never will it be real...
a mirage... you can never grasp...
you can never hold... you can never own...
our stubbornness pursuing this imaginary image...
praying... hoping it could be real...
but no matter how we pray... or hope...
a pebble would never become a star...
a grain of sand would never bloom...
and a leaf would never soar...
for a pebbles... will remain a pebble...
the sand will still be sand...
and a leaf won't soar... it'll fall...
for that's how things are...
and our stubbornness won't help at all...
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